Tuesday, March 16, 2010
she called last night. she said she's pregnant.
i did not say anything. there was silence.
"sana ikaw na lang," she uttered sobbingly.
"it has already been two years." i answered back unfazed.
there was silence again, but longer this time.
"sorry. i do not intend to bother you. it's just that.."
"i do not really have the time now. i'm sorry." i disrupted.
i know she was already crying heavily. she badly needed someone to talk to. there was something inside my chest telling me to console her, assure her that everything's gonna be okay.
"i'm sorry." i said bluntly.
silence rose again.
"i understand." she answered.
i hung up the line. i stared blankly at the ring on my finger. i wondered if she still has the other half. something inside does not feel right, like i had just received a sharp blow. ah, what might have been...